♥ is POISION so DEADLY yet so INTERESTING Wednesday, April 28, 2010





Seriously i have been crying alot recently i think i got depression
i miss so most of things , i miss my past old times
i just feel everything is not that wonderful anymore
& i really miss everything that i once have , everything have change to good & bad
have been audi-ing recetly , cant really say what now
well have been quarrel with audition couple from midnight to the next day morning
his like nuts , not totally say i no fault but its both part fault barhs
"he" came saying what that "i want a hole " "why i dont want give him"
"i want a girlf" "let me fuuck once time" make me dam sio
i already lost one son , he only make me more sad
im just too dam scare to fall in love anymore
i just feel that love is not my type :D say what you want maybe im a les
im a les / bi also not your business dont you think ?
the better never quarrel ler , but in the end sure will quarrel and break
already say is audition cyber game , wont last long for me
meant to be cyber thats a good sentence
well im gonna go find baby clothes shop i want to buy clothes for him
i miss him alot D:

I miss her as much as what you think how much i miss her
all i want is still you ?